I feel like one mistake people make when getting comfortable with their new identity is to try to force the desired characteristics of said identity onto themselves instead of letting the metamorphosis happen naturally through time. I am guilty of this myself. You should not feel upset or hopeless if you have undesired traits in your life due to your environment, upbringing, and even your own inner-nature. Changes take time. Take care of yourself, guys. You deserve it. <3

and went straight to Cool College!

I choose to start overcoming my nature because I'm tired of letting predetermination rule over me. I will break through this mold that was not made by my own hand and become the being I was truly meant to be.

I just don't vibe with the others that much anymore.

I don't know if this will be a reoccurring thing, but I was dozing off in my bed while thinking of a song I have always held close to my heart and my brain started doing something out of its regular homeo-stasis. It seems like it was attempting to reconnect with the good parts of my childhood. I was even pretty close to feeling nostalgia for those memories.

Your own inferiority is what makes you desire superiority.

Rid yourself of this foolish need to impress the outside world and focus on the world within.

You are what you are. You are in control. You choose your path.

Address your darkness.

Do no harm and take no harm.

Be yourself, but not just your self, your best self.