Sorry, just really busy and side-tracked with stuff at my job and personal life. We'll see though.

If all goes well, I will be finishing a track I've been putting off for literal years.

Had a lot of fun making it and Dungeonation's material provided an easy source of inspiration for the aesthetic of the music.

https://www.newgrounds.com/playlists/view/7461625ad96d6b3344c813093c8d8d87

Ever since I embraced myself I have become so chaotic, but in a calm way? All my life I've felt pressured into being normal around others, to be acceptable around society so that I may be well-liked. I even got really good at it honestly, so much so that I thought it was who I really was only to have that reality be shattered. I ignored so much about myself. My love, my shadow, my light. All that was true about me was thrown into a psychological prison never to be seen or heard. At one point they wished to be free and escaped in full-force through a mental breakdown. It was a curse that I formed that eventually became my greatest blessing. I'm weird, extremely...but that's just fine to me. It's more unnatural to pretend to be normal than to just be what I am... strange, truly strange.

I've been thinking this for awhile. Why are those who have reasonable reactions to their surroundings and circumstances called broken? These people are given therapy they cannot make time for, medication they cannot afford, hospital visits that lead to being made worse than before and now attaining crippling debt on top of it. Why do WE need to be fixed? It's our environments that need to be fixed more than anything else. It's a perfectly understandable response to be anxious in times like this. Depressed. Even a little crazy honestly. We're not broken, we're merely mirroring the state of our world. We are the us of the times.

Since I have been on the internet, I have struggled with finding a username that fit me perfectly. Autopilot, PrototypeX, TheDukeofJuke, etc...

I was having trouble especially deciding between "Jojo Dreamstar" and "TheDukeofJuke" since one is super serious and the other super silly, then I had the crazy idea...What if I combined them? >:)

So yeah, for some this means nothing (which is fine), but to me, this is a big victory.

One of my good friends just had what I call a "Brad Bird" happen to him.

He was asking me to voice a character in his game since he liked my work on another character and I asked him what voice he was looking for and he did the voice that he was wishing from me and I told him, "You know what, that's perfect. You should voice them honestly."

I found it kinda humorous.

I understand colds and flus have to suck, but can I at least be able to sing?

This is actually one of the worst illnesses I've ever had. Sore throat, weakness, massive brain fog, headaches, frequent coughing jags that lead to vomiting. Sometimes I end up vomiting the entire contents of my stomach. Ugh...