You're missing out on the enjoyment of the time you're so desperately trying to save. Stop waiting to have fun until a certain event and start enjoying life wherever you are now.
In my eyes, the greatest act of defiance is refusing to participate in a system where creatures love to hate & hate to love.
Age 31, Male
Joined on 8/11/21
Yomuchan
I bow in reverence of your unmatched wisdom, O wise sage.