How is it that I am a natural baritone learning how to sing higher octaves, but I also have a naturally high voice and am learning how to do more mature voices?
Me: "Hopefully seeing my music being used alongside that guy playing the flaming piano on a beach, and posted spontaneously by someone I've never spoken to on the internet."
My brain got the best of me today, but I'm alive; that's all that matters. I'll be okay today. Probably calling out of work tomorrow to give myself three offdays.
I have these moments of high-stress where there is nowhere to scream or cry properly, so my body just weakens, collapses, and disconnects entirely from everything. I don't know what this feeling is, but it has happened in the past.