In my moments of translucency, I made the mistake of anticipating someone else to notice, but the only thing that seemed to change was my own vision, and it felt as if others were merely waiting for me as well, it was even as if they were where I was at; heaven, hell, purgatory, satori. The moments I felt fear is when I would "drag myself back down", so to speak, and that is also okay; fear is a natural response when dealing with the unknown. It is like the monkey eventually noticing that the "other" they see in the mirror is merely their own "self" reflected back at them, and there never was anything to truly fear.

What people think true enlightment looks like:

vs

What it actually looks like:

Wait a second... *triumphant music plays* Was the 𝑴𝒆𝒏✨ inside me all-along? Yes, this is it! The feeling of ultimate, self-sustaining, Homo🌌Energy! Yes... Yes!... YESYES!! I can feel the power of 𝑴𝒆𝒏✨ coming inside me!!! I am becoming Super Gaiyan!!!! HEEAAAAAGGHHH!!!!!

🔥HEEEERRAAAAGGGHHH!!!!!!!!!🔥

Ok, but if you know it was bad to grow up this way, why are you putting others through the same thing? Surely you can do better than this sort of thinking? If you know your guardians did wrong by you, why would you imitate their actions?

I don't actually need a significant other to be happy now; I have somehow spontaneously become self-sustaining. I have even managed to reconnect with my genuine childlike self. I haven't felt this way since I was a kid.

I haven't felt this wonderful in ages. I feel like "me"; just genuinely "me".

People wouldn't be getting into political arguments so much if everybody just agreed with me.

Me when I see the demon in my peripheral vision only for it to vanish before I can catch it lacking:

Will it be the first track finished for 2024? We shall see.

(The title is a pun; if ya know ya know hehe)

I'm honestly not the biggest fan of Soundcloud and prefer Newgrounds as my main audio website, but I think I will start using Soundcloud as an audio dump to have more chances to share and interact with all the lovely people here <3