I feel an obligation to tell people as a past anhedonic that you really shouldn't feel bad about whatever emotion you are feeling. You're not broken; you're just properly mirroring your environment, and the only way to heal is to be honest with yourself on how you feel. If you need to cry in the shower, cry in the shower, and don't feel the slightest bit of shame for it. It is a blessing that you can feel empathy in a world full of apathy, don't ever feel cursed for that.
JimmyTheCaterpillar
yr real for this <3 i only hope you know to follow your own advice,, i know i definitely need 2 be reminded sometimes. we'll all get there eventually! all love!