I'm not a girl <3

The only thing that was ever wrong with me was not being able to accept what I truly am, and right now... that truth is just unhappiness. I am unhappy, and I don't need to fix myself; I just need to embrace it with the possibility of finding out why. And if I don't, oh well... I'm just gonna be unhappy about it. Nothing wrong with a little unhappiness from time-to-time. No need to end my life over it, for that unhappiness can pave the way towards a better life for myself and those around me. If I am unhappy, there is a reason for it, and every individual could use a little more reason in their life to be honest. I'm tired of distracting myself from myself. I will find me if it kills me.

I am a man of pure fantasy being drawn to reality.

I am a soft rock & rolling with it -

being shaped by every move I make ~

I seek to be a set-in-stone with my way․

My reaction can only be described as this (followed by some tears when I was at home):

My neurodivergence was always just neurodiversity, it was my fear of accepting it that kept me from holding everything. Anytime I wouldn't wanna hold it, it returned me to the point of nothing.

Give yourself an allowance by telling yourself something very important. It goes like this,

"I am a happy accident, so I am not meant to be unhappy.

I can make mistakes, so that I may never quit."

Say it over-and-over again until you know it.

(Art Link)

Average joe defined and so refined -

are the atoms that made me through the slimes of time.

Newfound sage, but put me on the soundstage,

cause fact is the practice leads to performance uncaged.

Embraced the side of me everyone was afraid to see,

now look at me, I'm crazy, but I got a plan.

I'm the man of no laughing matter,

cause fact of the matter is I'm laughing at the man.

The master got no hold on me, cause I'm out for -

Love and I don't want your blood money.

Back to basics, ol' kicks, raked-up, and face-licked.

I was the rock thrown about, now I roll with it.

Cause to reject the grindset leads to respectful mindset.

Now I'm the stone in the garden immovable I bet.

They call me Jojo love, light, schizo flow,

and not right, still I keep living in pure spite.

Instead of bringing Newgrounds out of The Underground, we bring The Underground to the top.

It needs another just like it to hold it up.